-i really need to stop staying up late reading haha
-going to go out with my family to brunch(i think..i was half asleep when my dad told me this)
can’t believe i’m going back to LA tomorrow…but at same time, i do want to go back so yeahhh :)
-to be home for spring break part II :) (the perks of going to a Jesuit university since we have an Easter break in addition to the february “spring break” haha)
-to have the opportunity to stay at LMU over the summer to do research with one of my close friends and working with my favorite professors :D
-to have books to read over this break (thankfully i thought ahead and requested books from the LMU library)
-to have things to do this break(school and research-related), in addition to relaxing :)
- overall life is pretty amazing right now (and i really hope this feeling lasts for a loooong time)
in a good mood for some reason haha
i want to say that this is why i push myself but it isn’t.
i only push myself if i know there’s people that have gone that far before.
for instance, take the whole double majoring in biology and psychology thing.
i only feel comfortable doing this because there are people before me who have done it.
if i didn’t know this, i don’t think i would be doing it. or even if i convince myself to do it, i wouldn’t be comfortable doing it since it’s “unknown territory”
but I’m never going to be satisfied.
If I had to make a reason why I live, books are going to be on near the top. :)
People don’t know that reading books keeps me sane. The reason why I don’t go crazy is because on days when I feel like I’m losing my mind, I curl up in bed late at night and read. When I read a well-written book, I’m thinking about the book for days after I finish reading them and that keeps my mind off of the other things going on in my busy life.
I know some of my friends think I’m crazy for making a Reading List that has 80+ books on it. But honestly, books are what keeps me breathing and living life in the most “normal” way possible. Like other people in college, I really don’t have time to read books…which is why I have to make time for them. Even if that means losing sleep.
this explains why I’m in the middle of reading nine or so books. xDDD
So true xD